growing up is hard

To teach, we must be disciplined.
To discipline, we must love.
To love, we must be humble.
Humility stems from a process of discipline, patience, and experience.
These things I am learning in my personal journey as a teacher.
I cannot change anyone, but I can love and lead and be an example. That can bring change.
We must "be transformed by the renewing of our minds." (Romans 12:2) Changing the way we think. How can I teach others to change the way they think when they won't be bothered to listen? I love. I try to love. I try to be patient.
When does teaching cross over into parenting? Motivation into scolding? Strictness into frustration and anger?
These things I am struggling through.
Don't give up. Don't let up. Don't give in. Don't wallow in self pity.
I have been given the great task and responsibility...no, the honor and privilege of leading young people.
I want to leave a mark. I want to excel. I want to make a difference.
Today I felt very unnecessary. But I refuse to allow the enemy any footholds in my life.
The victory has been won! Satan is defeated!
I am safe in God. Tucked into Him through Jesus Christ.
I've been put in my situations for a reason. I must press on to where He is leading.
"I'm off and running, and I'm not turning back." (Phil. 3:14 Msg)

Oh God, we cry out!

Much could be written about the past 2 months of my life. I'll just compile an elusive list. Glean from it what you may.

* God is good.
* I am a hypocrite.
* 6th graders need lots of love and discipline.
* Being a teacher is like being a student of the Lord.
* I can cross out "dancing on a bar" on my bucket list.
* Every person I've ever known named Jamie has been a tremendous blessing in my life!
* Leading worship by singing is freeing.
* God is still good.
* I can fail over and over and over, and I still have humans that love me. More importantly, my Father forgives and loves me.
* Babies can develop viral rashes and still have the personality to brighten your day.
* Bullying needs to be STOPPED.
* My grandmother's 91st birthday was 2 days ago. She celebrated with Jesus.
* God is good. Really good.
* 5 year old boys are hilarious.
* I have enough money to live. Not enough for expenses.
* Autumn is the greatest season.
* Apple picking is fun when done with someone you love.
* God is always good.