Meditation

I was feeling overwhelmed, frustrated, and self-absorbed this afternoon. The latter was the ickiest. It's a viscous cycle, self-pity. After groaning and complaining to a very patient man named Matthew, the Lord quieted my spirit and allowed me to get a TON of stuff done for the event that was causing me so much strife.
When you hand control over to Christ, He shows you where you were wrong and gently lays out the plans step by step. So it was with my theatre planning this afternoon.
I was also honored to hear some of God's tender love and beauty through a very unique and special girl named Alice. She played a violin piece that almost brought me to tears. After all my junk, God still saw fit to bless my heart with gorgeous sounds of His grace.
After rehearsal tonight, I was proud and excited again to be a part of this thing called teaching.
My ill mood was quickly turned into go-mode. I was more productive in the past 9 hours than I have been in a while for this event I'm planning. God is so good! I am grateful for this experience, irritations and all.
Piece by piece, God's showing me how it will all come together. Just like life. Trust.